Today transiting Sun(awarenesses) in Aries is in my 7th house of relating and opposing my Pluto(power) and I had peculiar dream about getting into an argument with my partner and then hitting him and apologising so many times afterwards. While this is something which has happened only ever in my dream, our dreams are great window to our unconscious and this resonates a lot with my childhood where I grew up in the family where my father was regularly hitting my mother, even while she was pregnant, whenever he would get overly angry and jealous. Needless to say I despised and hated every bone in his body. Our dreams are great window into our unconscious and recently other minor but significant events have piled up too which powerfully highlight these themes.I grew up terrified of others people anger and I was thought that my own rage which I felt as young child was bad and nobody will love me and through my parents relationship I learned wrongly that love equals pain.
HEALING AND SELF ACCEPTANCE In my dream roles where reversed from how it was in my childhood and it was so with the good reason, for very often the part of personality which we found hard to accept in our parent or any other important person in our life, perhaps because they where not managing this part of them in a balanced way, on a deeper level it is also a vital part which exists in our own being and which we have forgotten about and abandoned thorough the course of living. By becoming aware of this part in ourselves we have opportunity to bring our wounded feelings in connection with this part to light and by accepting and loving ourselves unconditional new powerful empowerment and balanced expression of our personality springs forward. In the process of healing, forgiveness and reclaiming our own light, it is important to understand that while on the surface of life situations and experiences it seems that major conflict is going on between ourselves and “other person”, the real conflict is actually happening in the depths of our own being between our parts which we have disowned and abandoned.
FORGIVENESS PROCESS~HEALING THE HEART
It is not a matter of forgiveness. If the other person has treated you badly, then it is important to leave the responsibility for that with them, and let them take the consequences. This process is something just for you – to allow you to let go of this situation that has been hanging over you, and get on with your life feeling lighter and unburdened.The process is for anyone you are holding grudges against, or judgements about. It may be someone alive or dead, someone present in your life or from the past, someone in your family or someone from your work. It doesn’t matter – as long as we carry grudge against someone, that person goes on haunting us in a way – we give them power over us. We are not free. This process is about cleaning up our lives and becoming free of these burdens. >>You can read full article on this by following this link http://
There are several ways to do this vital process, it can be done in a simple way by yourself by writing a letter to a person or it is possible to find a therapist who understands and knows how to do this process together with you. Recently I found excellent you tube link for hypnotic process for Releasing Anger and Resentment with Guided Forgivenesshttps://www.youtube.com/
TRANSITING SUN – The journey of transiting Sun around the birth chart is always revealing, transits last for only for a day but if you pay attention to experiences on the day when transiting Sun conjuncts or opposes your natal planets you can get prime insights about what needs your attention in connection with the planet which transiting Sun is illuminating.
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“No blame, no reasoning, no argument, just understanding. If you understand, and you show that you understand, you can love, and the situation will change.” ~ Thích Nhất Hạnh
RAINBOW OBSIDIAN CRYSTAL: Is black Obsidan that, when polished and exposed to a strong light source, reveals bands of red, blue, gold or green shades which seem to correspond to layers of molten lava that cooled at different rates or times. Rainbow Obsidain helps one take the down-ward journey to unexpected light and assists in recovery from emotional wounds.
By Stella Vegas On February 6, 2015 No Comments
“When you get to a place where you understand that love and belonging, your worthiness, is a birthright and not something you have to earn, anything is possible.”- Brene Brown Today Jupiter in Leo is nudging us to expand our sense of identity , have faith in ourselves, think big and make bold moves. With Leo there is prominent quality *le joi de vivre” bursting open, authentic self-love is awakened, there is a feeling of being bathed in radiant warmth whenever Leo focuses its attention on you, its sheer power of joy, positivism and supreme confidence are cheerfully contagious and with Jupiter now being closest to Earth in 2015 all this is accelerated !!! You deserve to be successful in your all endeavours because you are worth it, it is your birth right!
Since recently a lot is going on the cusps of my 5th and 11th house. First when Mercury went retrograde on 17 degrees of Aquarius I increasingly started to self-reflect on Leo positive qualities (my cusp of the 5th house) and now there is bang on Jupiter-Sun opposition, at 17deg38 Leo/Aquarius. I am enjoying learning new ways to nourish my inner child and soaking in all the warm radiance of solar love.
By Stella Vegas On January 28, 2015 No Comments
ALL- EMBRACING LOVE ~
Venus, Goddess of Love has entered
sign of Pisces from 27. January till 20. February 2015.
Enjoy the miracles of unconditional love now and always ♥
By Stella Vegas On January 18, 2015 No Comments
AVOIDANCE, ESCAPISM, RESPONSIBILITY ~As transiting Mars in Pisces is conjucting with Neptun today on 18. January 2015 and there is also receiving square from Saturn in Sagittarius, avoidance, escapism and responsibility are some themes building up over last few days.From few massive examples from my own life experiences ( my Moon, Mars in Pisces is square Neptune) and other peoples stories it seems as there can be many life situations where what we avoid and escape most to do, is in fact what we should precisely often do for optimal stretch and growth.
Avoidance and escapism are Piscean favourite strategies not just created by fearful response but there can be also sense of strong dislike and frustration with certain person or life circumstance and all this being nicely wrapped up in refusal to meet reality of life in the given moment and take responsibility(Saturn) for our positive evolving. We are often tempted to take a road of less resistance and escape the call of responsibility for creating our own life.
If you are born in mutable star sign Gemini,Virgo,Sagittarius, Pisces or if you have other planets within 0 to 8 degrees in mutable signs, asking yourself following questions might be helpful in gaining more clarity in your life at the moment,harness the power of Saturn and break the chains that have been binding you.
What are you avoiding facing? What do you know but wont fully admit to yourself? What do you fear discovering about yourself or others? What would happen if you saw the way out of your dilemma? If you had the answer, what would it be?
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“Responsibility makes you grow up. You become more and more responsible for every action, for every thought, for every feeling. It makes you crystallized. It takes away all the chains that have been binding you”. Osho
By Stella Vegas On November 27, 2014 No Comments
SHADES OF LOVE(VENUS) and AGAPE(URANUS) Reflecting back on yesterdays transit of Venus in Sagittarius trine Uranus in Aries and thinking it is just not fair how sometimes beautiful transits last so short, we catch a glimpse of them and then already they have moved on, at best if we are really alert we catch some of their beauty and have our soul enjoy and revel in their splendid beauty. Sagittarius is always aiming at higher ideal and with Venus it is about higher ideal of love and higher joy sexstile Uranus(agape), we are set on the quest for perfection which exist in our fantasy but not to say that this makes it less real or less perfect in the now, it is as real and as perfect as it can humanly be. Venus-Uranus appreciates and revels in the beauty of other persons mind and all this inspired by warm, loving flames of transforming vision. “In the sweetness of friendship; let there be laughter and the sharing of pleasures. For in the dew of little things the heart finds its morning and is refreshed.” Khalil Gibran
Image by Louis Parsons Eros and Agape
By Stella Vegas On November 21, 2014 No Comments
PLANTING NEW SEEDS OF FAITH & PROSPERITY ♥
Nothing is as destructive and limits a person or this world more then selfish shortsightedness of vision and fear of scarcity, unintelligent, limiting belief that there is “not enough” for everybody and therefore one must exploit earths resources, people and its living beings for personal gain….
……so there is a lot we are nudged to learn from upcoming NEW MOON in Sagittarius on 23. November 2014 on how to improve our well-being and the well-being of the world we live in, for nothing is separate from us. This New Moon is second one to fall at 0 degrees, there was one New Moon at 0 degrees of Scorpio in October 2014 and one more is upcoming in December 2014 at 0 degrees of Capricorn and it is a rare celestial symmetry and initiation. Sagittarius is a star sign inspired by IDEALISM which trusts as ever forward and upward to a higher state and its love extends outwards to all of humanity. It speaks about our NEED TO EXPAND beyond our present limits, it drives us to improve and to move towards greener pastures and broader horizons where we can enjoy wholesome, abundant, future which is richer and more exciting behind our imagination!!
This is a rich universe and there is plenty for all of us. I release all feelings of lack and limitation and joyfully accept blessings of joy and abundance. I send love to my fears. My fears are the places within me that await my love. I am an unlimited being. I can create anything I want.
BE INSPIRED and embrace NEW INTELLIGENT BELIEFS which truly support you and your humankind ♥
By Stella Vegas On March 29, 2014 No Comments
NEW MOON IN ARIES ON SUNDAY 30.03.2014
While reflecting on essence of this upcoming powerful New Moon in Aries an earth shaking, powerful word comes to my mind.. “COURAGE” ..The power to LET GO of the familiar and secure.~ Great question toask yourself within next few days is: Where in your life you would benefit and where you simply must BE more courage’s and then just GO and DO IT and harness all the greatness this New Moon has to offer you with love And you know you CAN, don’t you?
By Stella Vegas On February 25, 2014 No Comments
After intense week of soul surfing I am on my tippy toes delightful looking forward to merge with illuminating New Moon in Pisces on Saturday 1.March 2014 and after quite some challenging planetary roller-coaster rides in Jan and February I believe we all cant wait for a piece of heavenly tranquility and contentment. This New Moon is like a soul balm where we will have brilliant, easy going opportunity to plant nourishing seeds of new empowering habits and unconditional self-love. What makes me especially in love with this New Moon is exact trine with Jupiter in Cancer on 10 degrees. This multiplies abundant, expansive healing energy x 10, prepare your cups to be overflowing with bliss and expanded consciousness, especially If you have been working diligently over the past weeks on cleansing your soul from all which hindered your magnificence. This New Moon is also very generous and brings opportunities and favors being “lucky” in the matters of the heart and money.
For me this lunation completes big water trine with my natal Uranus in Scorpio on 10 degrees in my second house of money & self-value and I have unexpected big fat check on its way in the post. I am most tempted to book my ticket to Vegas this Friday and push my luck as far as it goes:) Have your birth charts ready and mark where this New Moon falls for you. We will all feel abundant soul blessings of this lunation, however if you happen to have planets between 9 to 11 degrees in Cancer, Pisces or Scorpio just SMILE
By Stella Vegas On February 14, 2014 No Comments
Nudged by recent sexstile of transiting Pluto to my Moon I felt pull to revisit remarkable book “Hades Moon” written by Judy Hall. It is an insightful, must book for anyone born with Moon in aspect to Pluto or Moon in Scorpio.
Using mythology, archetypal symbolism, and a wealth of case histories, The Hades Moon provides important new material and penetrating insight into the many facets of this major, transformative contact between the intimate and emotional Moon and the remote, deeply enigmatic Pluto. The story of Pluto-Moon contacts is the eternal saga of birth, death, and rebirth; abandonment and rejection; karma, transformation, and new life. No other planetary contact has such a depth of trauma, compulsion, and alienation. No other aspect has quite the same metamorphic and healing potential. Judy Hall explains why Pluto-Moon aspects are so important, and gives a description of the Hades Moon through the signs. She explores the Pluto cycle, Pluto from incarnation to initiation, Pluto in the Houses, and Pluto transits and the Hades Moon. She delves into the emotional issues of alienation, abandonment, rejection, and adoption. She also explores the archetype of the dark mother and shows how to trace enmeshed family patterns. Throughout the book, Hall offers information about flower essences and other techniques that can help people handle Hades Moon energy.
I have Pluto on Asc in exact inconjuct (150 degrees) with Moon in Pisces and I bought this book 13 years ago when I was trying to make some sense out of daunting nightmares I was going through. In 2000 when transiting Pluto has for the first time swept across my Neptune(3-th house) and squared my Moon and Mars in Pisces( 6-th house). It was one the best things which could of happen to me and it was also “necessity” which has altered my life forever, but as you can imagine in a good Pluto fashion, Pluto made sure in those 3 years no stone was left unturned and I was so heavenly unaware of what sort of chain events and experiences I was about to met. Back then I have just started self-employment and at first everything was going fine until I was swept with strong unexplainable anxieties which where lasting for about 6 months, in following year I moved countries(which was one of the best things I ever did), I got married, I had to face my acute pregnancy phobia and I opened up my family Pandora’s box, which took ages to clear out. As at the same time Pluto was transiting my Neptun in the 3-th house my mind has received very beneficial long lasting deep massage and my interest in astrology, psychology and spirituality has blossomed.
For this new cycle of Pluto-Moon transit I am expecting it to be easier to handle as it’s a sexstile but then at the same time its bashing my Venus-Pluto opposition across my asc-des axis already for a year and another year is remaining. Only conclusion I can come to is: “Lord of underworld loves me”. Apart from Hades Moon, there are few other great reading resources on Pluto in birth chart: Healing Pluto problems by Donna Cunningham and Pluto by transit: Bill Tierney has a great Pluto book Alive and Well with Pluto and there is a great section on Pluto transits in Howard Sasports book Gods of Change.
By Stella Vegas On January 2, 2014 No Comments
Great song http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGe0GvtQZGQ , great performance and great name for her 2006 tour “I AM NOT DEAD” . “The “I’m Not Dead Tour” began in North America in nightclubs and theatres. Pink explained, “Small gigs, that’s where it’s at […] You can feel everyone’s sweat, it’s just so close and intimate. It’s stinky, it’s smoky, it’s good.”
I have never before checked out Pink birth chart until this moment on 1 January 2014 and New Moon in Capricorn entwined in a big Cardinal T- Square with Mars, Pluto, Mercury. Pink is world wide known for her “rebel” image and she is born in sign of Virgo, hehe but dont get fooled easily, she has got some real raw force here with Moon in Aries opposing Pluto at the apex point of “striving pattern” + Mars in Cancer at apex point of T-square with Moon and Pluto. Fascinating birth chart, there is so much more which it could be said, O yea Pink, we love it:) For all astrology lovers, here you can check out her birth chart below and few more biography details http://www.biography.com/people/pink-562098. Enjoy